phoenix, we've got a problem (or lots of em)

i need to rant. plain and simple.


dear sleep,
i know being on medicine that effects sleep patterns means i was asking for this but could you maybe come back to me sometime soon. it would be one thing if i could concentrate on my massive amount of homework and studying i have to do at 4 am but because im so sleep deprived, i cannot. im fine going back to my usual ~5 hours of sleep but really, you're killing me.

dear global class test maker/professor,
i actually read everything and studied a ton but excuse me if all of the articles that we were assigned to read are all on the same topics with slightly different stats and minor differences in opinion. I don't think a good test of one's knowledge is asking questions on the opinion's of economists . Also don't have questions on stats when the stats are literally in 6 different sources all with slightly different numbers and time periods. i know this sounds like im complaining about things i should have known but really i studied and i actually do know quite a lot regarding the class but questions on insignificant hypothetical tidbits is not what i want to spend my quality time in college studying. question us on concepts not which of these 20 articles did this random quote come from.

dear shakespeare,
what were you thinking with merchant of venice? seriously, nothing happened in richard ll and the characters werent very likeable either but i came to respect it, merchant is just ugh, it really kind of disgusts me. the fact that its supposed to be a comedy is really what puts me over the edge, funny is one of the last things i would call it, racist and demeening sure; funny, no. I really can't decide weather this shakespeare class is making me like you more or less. but this book is making your approval rating go down.

dear online french homework lab,
when you claim to go along with the book and your answers do not reflect how it is taught in the book, this frustrates me. i like the language and am actually getting it which is amazing bc i did not get spanish but keep this up and you're going to confuse me out of a good grade.

dear big huge metaphoric sticks in your bike spokes that make you go flying,
...there are really no words for what you are doing to me. i know things are going to get a lot worse before they get better and all i can hope for is that they do get better.

now im done.

this is my study song, usually on repeat for ages...