Sunday, September 27, 2009

terrified and caffeine deprived

so college. i am so happy that i am here but i also have this intense feeling that i dont belong. also that i have forgotten everything i have learned in the past 18 years in these past three months. i have horrible concentration. my roommates are m.i.a. most of the time. i am not a party-er. i am ridiculously tired at all times. i cannot concentrate. i cannot. i am really afraid that i won't make it. i want to though. i do. i get my hopes up. i really do.

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